So today was pretty good. I woke up about 5 oclock and saw my door was open. I got up out of bed, turned off my light and closed the door. This happend repeatedly throughout the night. I asked my mom today and she was like "I honestly didn't do anything". And then I've beent thinking about the flashes of white that I see sometimes. Not to mention the lights turning on and off AND the bathroom door closing by itself with no wind. Its starting to confirm my belief that my house has paranormal activity. I mean, I don't know that for sure, but it would make sense. My grandmother died here almost 4 years ago and I think that maybe she's coming to me. Sometimes when I get really upset, I'll sob over and over and beg God to send her back. Literally, me, 3 am, sobbing, begging for her to come back to me. I wonder now if someone is listening to me...that would be something new.
Last night I also had a weird dream that it WAS my nana and I was able to communicate with her. I honestly hope this dream comes true.
So I was going to chill with Molly today, but my phone is retarded and dies every 4 hours, so I never got her text messages :(. But my oldest and favorite cousin, Michelle, came over to see us, and we went to get manicures and went shopping. We saw my uncle's very-pregnant girlfriend and she looked....high. It was weird.
I'm now drinking a Dr. Pepper and singing "Bleeding Love".
Hey lovebug, I love you forever and I know how you are. I know you love clingyness. And y'know what? I'm starting. I promise.
So tomorrow I'll have late day, chorus, and then I'll be going to either the mall or my house with Molly dear.
"DAMN GURL U HUGE!"
Which reminds me, soon I'm going to an endocrinologist. I'm changing myself. I have to. I know you all think I'm sexy, but I hate myself. I do. This is for me. I want to live a good, long, HEALTHY life, and I cannot do it in my current state.
Peace out loves <3
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